early for the meeting

im a bit early today.

i wanted to prepare but i am dazed  off to some things.

like how i am such a sloucher no matter how i arch my back. that i eat my cuticles for merienda. i look at my nails with hints of blood and smile at them like small badges of life.  

and i get emotional over the lyrics of Chris Cornell’s Sunshower as i look outside and wait for an hour of dissatisfaction with my puson.  

small things that get to me yet life is good.